Peace Maker

Peace maker, wish taker... you make me smile
Colorful shadows on the wall - are you prepared to fall?
Your sweet, sweet voice lulls me into believing the world is beautiful
How do you wash away my sorrow with just the touch of your warm embrace
You take me broken and return me full and bursting with love
You've done this time and time again then thank me for being me
You are my angel, of that i am convinced
I cannot thank you enough, sweet beautiful song
you play the strings on your guitar but they resonate in my body... in my heart
You are a true friend and my soul brother
I love you

Sweet relief

I almost caved... I al.... mo..... st forgot.
But I caught myself. I caught myself feeling so helpless... again.
You cannot "make"me feel anything... very, very true.
But you can put your blinders on to anything outside of yourself and your self delusions, which in turn - "makes" me feel pain.
I thought things were different... this time.
Life has a funny way of smacking you in the face and making you get back on track.
No walking backwards... no slipping.
You poison me, entering me under the disguise of love.
We have different views on love.
That's the end of that. No more clarification needed... we love differently.
sweet is the relief of realizing this before my entire mind and heart was lost. Again.
Sayonara.